Hello,
Sometimes I wonder why I lack consistency in blogging
Anyway, it's 2013. Almost into March soon and so MUCH has happened. Had a life changing experience that rocked my entire world and changed my perspective. so drama. pfft
1. Broke up with Winston. More like he called it off. Was super hurt at first. So much emotions ranging from anger, hurt, disappointment and sadness. Found out 2 weeks later by chance that he has a new girl. a colleague. Anyway, been through the whole drama and shit but I hope they suit each other. I just have to accept that the boy i loved is gone. All these are just memories that we both will have.
2. In my breakup scenario, I seeked all kinds of help from everyone. It showed me who are people who support me and love me to help me through my phase. My cousins are awesome. grandma is awesome, my friends are awesome. Everyone has shown their support be it big or small to tell me that I will get through it.
3. I have done quite a few new things in 2013. I'm thankful that i'm able to try so many new things and meet new people
4. I decide that I'm gonna be more open and receptive to meeting new people. Fixing my beliefs and attitude.
5. I've been on a few dates just to see how it goes =D
6. Met this guy, charming, engaging, attractive. I like him BUT he's a player. He most probably has a girl and yet he flirts like mad with me. IF only it weren't so. Hanging out and talking to him has actually helped me in forgetting my ex a little.
7. Every time i face a block in my path, the first thing i feel like doing is calling my ex to tell him about it and let him give me some shitty comfort. Bad idea.
8. I now really cry less and think lesser of him on a day to day basis.
9. Joined a pole dancing class. i absolutely love it.
10. Been going to the gym regularly and eating healthier. I feel good. I can see minor changes in my body and i guess when u eat healthy you also think healthy.
OK. thats the 10 updates for today. I like ranting here.
p.s - Don't belittle my intelligence by lying to me. it just proves you're a fool
